Steady as she goes...
Friday, January 1, 2010 at 3:44PM 
2010.
Yes, it's true. It's 2010. January 1, 2010 to be exact.
I am not a believer in resolutions, at least not for me because that would just be setting myself up for failure and why in the heck would I want to do that? So no resolutions here, but more a goal. Or not even a goal, more like a path. And that path is keep on following the one I started back in August because I've wanted this change for so long and I am finally doing something about it. It feels like a small victory, even when I am so exhausted that I want to lock myself in a closet and just cry. Even when I miss the important people in my life so much that it physically hurts me. Even when I miss MYSELF so much that I wonder if I'll get back. And really, even when my littles are disappointed when I leave every night to go to work, as horrible as that might sound. Because this is for all of us. And it's just for me too.
I do miss taking pictures though. I miss the sound of the shutter and that glee I feel when I know I've caught something special. I miss the blogworld and looking at pictures that make me feel happy. Or sad. Or whatever. It's just a small piece of my world and I'm taking it back. So maybe I do have a resolution, even though I am not defining it in any way at all.
So there.
Reader Comments (14)
Glad to see you back and taking pictures.. Keep on the path you want...
Beautiful post, Janett. Both in images and in words. <3
Welcome back! I concur with the resolution/failure equation, so I've decided to make 'family' resolutions/goals so I can share the joy and pain. Kids are looking happy - looks like you are on the right path.
You have beautiful children! Nice pictures!
Sweet shots, Janett, and welcome back! And I really like your journaling along with this.
What wonderful photos of your kiddos. They look like they are having fun! Welcome back and good on you for setting ouyr goal and working towards it.
Your kids are beautiful!
Beautiful Pictures!
These are very nice photos. Your children look like they must be so much fun to be around!!
Love the pictures! Can't wait to get mine. :)
You are great, just remember that. A great mother, a great friend.
xoxo
Glad you decided to join us again - your kiddos are still too cute!
Your kids are so beautiful.
great pictures.... you have such beautiful kids!
lovely photos, very beachy vibe
You make beautiful people. Let's get together soon.